If this is just a thought
Don’t mean it, do not take another breath
This is your son’s war in a situation that you unabashfully created
He will follow the path of (you) the phantom for his whole life
This is your son’s battle cry in this war that you volunteered him for
No one in their right mind knowingly wants to run head first into a firing squad
But you cannot navigate in an ocean with a thousand starless nights
So, from land to water to land and back again until the barrels are empty and the rashins gone
If this mutiny is just a thought
Do not touch her.
Do not take another breath.
Do not try to pry the captain’s hands from this ship.
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To the Reckless
Safety was not his first thought
“This shell is uncomfortable, I will break through to get what I want from you”
God forbid you disappoint him
“It isn’t the same with this plastic cocoon”
“I know what you want baby, and I respect it too, but I need you to do this for me to know that I want you. I love you.”
Word vomit, letters that do not make sense
But the phrasing and pacing of assurance…so much so that it doesn’t even make Peter sink.
(He does not care)
And this will be his seventh Grammy alone this year.
Congratulations are the wedding dresses to a consolation prize in her eyes of an action like a black man in the 1960’s- free and dreaming and alive.
She used to not believe in hand outs but the public health services prove to be more than useless gifts
As the needles broke her skin and blood vials spin and she sits in the waiting room alone as the sweating begins
The thoughts are loud enough to be an Imax theatre. 3-d. In high-definition. Everyone wondering what was on whose lips they exchanged a bit more than they probably should have gave.
So cut the set belts out of your automobiles and do anything and everything to make you feel the best, clog the holes in drowning ships with bundles of sticks
Sunroofs are useless in a steady rain; recklessness is best kept as a saline drip.
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To the Man that is a father, who is not a Father
I am her father.
I am a ghost…
I am the spirit in her house
I am the creek in her bed that grows louder as she fails to get prouder
And the boys that are in step with the noise grow older and so much border
What actions this sort of prince charming courage employs,
Is the exact same selfish flame that gave me what I need to leave her frozen in place
I am her father.
I am the walking dead.
I am a ghost.
I think it is important to know what these mean to you because they are art and I really think it would add more life to know where they came from.
ReplyDeleteThat's a good point! I will give you what they mean to me then:
ReplyDeleteTo the Man that Sent His Son to War---> This is about men not considering what happens to their sons if they "one night stand" their mothers and then leave. In the sociology classes I've taken in college they point out how crucial it is for a son to have a Father because he is such a blue print for the man that kid is supposed to become. So the body of the poem addresses the sons search for "truth" which would come in the form of his father.
To the Reckless--->I could write a lot about this poem, but the jist is the guy from the previous poem using his words to manipulate the girl of the last poem into doing exactly what he wants. I feel like we've all been in situations or heard of situations where guys use words like "love", "forever", "need", in order to get what they want. The last portion of the poem, focused on the girl, is about her going to get tested for STD's. Being on a college campus in particular, there are many things that we do that we never, ever, consider the consequences of. We're far too caught up in feeling free, and feeling good, such as is with sex.
To the Man that is a father, who is not a Father--->This is my favorite poem, and least favorite subject of this trio. In my 21 years of living, I have met far too many amazing girls who have been left permanently scared because of absent Fathers. It honestly breaks my heart every time I encounter it because these men (the ones whose daughters I've met) seen so far from concerned about the family they leave behind when they leave them (in a divorce) for whatever reason.
Thank you for being brave enough to share and put yourself out there! I agree with the first comment knowing where some one is coming from is always more interesting I fee that way with music and especially with the visual arts. In fact it is an annoyance of mine when I go to a museum and they don't "explain" the pieces.
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